Betty Miranga seems to be haunted by her memories, especially many of them that are connected with the sound of trains. Her father worked as as engineer, and passed away on the job. Her mother never remarried and lived in the family house until she died a few years ago. Betty has lived in the house alone since her mother passed on, and all of her family has moved away. She has two sons by a previous marriage, and both of them work on the railroad, so the connection continues with the younger generation.
She came to our studio to record this song, and we had a chance to talk to her. As her song says, she's got the family home she's lived in most of her life for sale, and as soon as it's sold she's moving. To just where, she's not sure yet. She's staying in our area for a while, maybe going to record another song or two, and she says she likes it here. Not too many of our artists record in our studio. Most of them have recording studios in their locations, and they send us sound files of their music. It would be great if she decided to stay. We can always find things for her to do in the studio, as she's a fine guitarist as well as singer/songwriter. And as she's already noticed, there are no train routes close by!
It was time to pack up move on No matter how long I've lived here Too much heartache and memory Adding to my sadness I fear
When the wind blows from the south Sounds of the trains invade my head Remindin' me of those are gone Whether they are alive or dead
My Momma used to live here Long after my Daddy was gone My brother and sisters too But now all of them have flown
When the wind blows from the south Rustlin'memories
below My heart aches with the sound The lonely train whistles blow
Sure 'twern't easy not at all Put on market my childhood home But I just can't stay here no more It's past time for me to roam
When the wind blows from the south The sounds come in my window As I lay at night in my bed And all my tears start to flow
We've read that country bars and taverns sell more beer per occupant than regular bars, and this is attributed to the country music played in these taverns, especially if there's a live band playing. Most folks like a good story, and country music can be sad, hence the mood of the drinkers in the tavern buying more alcohol. We don't know if all of that's really true about selling more beer, but we do agree that a great deal of country music deals with telling a story. Betty Miranga is one of those storytellers.
The few songs she's recorded for Big And Tall Records have been mostly story songs; personal stories. This latest gives some of the insight she's learned from life that deals with a cheating lover. Her high pitched voice sends the message in a way only she can.
If you ever have a partner Cheat on ya say this to you It didn't mean nothin' Walk away and say yer all through
One time I had a sweetheart Who I caught two-timin' on me Figured I'd try to work it out He really meant a lot to me
Then he said it was no big deal Nothin' serious or true It didn't mean nothin' He tol' me I love only you
That changed ever thing right there Really? Didn’t 't mean nothin'? Then why was I tied up in knots? Dang, for me it was shore somethin'!
If you ever have a partner Cheat on ya say this to you It didn't mean nothin' Walk away, and say yer all through
He kept right on a talkin' Diggin' himself ever deeper Said he didn't love her at all Don't never believe a cheater!
Wanted to put it in the past That it'd never happen again But if I’d a believed all that My chance to be happy was slim
He tried to play me for a fool Younger days it might a worked But I learned a lot through the years Know when my chains bein' jerked So...
If you ever have a partner Cheat on ya say this to you It didn't mean nothin' Walk away, and say yer all through
The railroad has been in Betty Miranga's for all her life, and the family association goes back generations back to her Great Grandfather, Grandfather, and Father. Evidently she has a predilection for getting romantically inclined with railroad men as well. That it hasn't turned out well for her is being made plain in her songs. She has 2 sons from a previous marriage to a railroad man, and when the boys got of age they both hired on the railroad as well. This song, My Daddy Worked On The Rails tells a little bit about her father, and the sorrow she still feels from his passing.
We got a chance to talk to Betty as she came to our studios to sign a contract. We were somewhat surprised when we saw her. For some reason, we thought she was a small woman going by her high pitched voice, but it shows how getting a picture of someone just by their voice isn't always a good gauge of their physiognomy. Far from being a small woman, she's just a tad short of 6 foot tall! She shook hands and her grip is substantial. After we talked, we found out she was quite an athlete in her younger days (she's quite an attractive late 50's-early 60's lady). Played much basketball, softball, volleyball, and stays active and in shape by playing golf; she's 2 handicap,close to being scratch,but she said she's got some arthritis in her shoulders and doesn't play as often as she should anymore. Her voice is the same talking as when she sings; soft, high pitched, almost like a young girl. She told us her voice has not changed over the years, and she's careful not to strain or overwork her voice. Her talent and soul she puts into her songs is that of a mature woman that admits to using music to work through some of her life-long demons, as she calls them.
My Daddy worked on the rails 'Til his dyin' day runnin' trains Wouldn't quit when he had the chance Life of a rail man in his veins
Daddy followed in the footsteps Of his Daddy, Grampaw too Worked his way up from laborer All on the old SOU (Southern Railroad)
Ran the big diesel engines Long trains of black coal would fly 'Member goin' to the crossin' Wavin' to him as he rolled by
My Daddy worked on the rails 'Til his dyin' day runnin' trains Wouldn't quit when he had the chance Life of a rail man in his veins
Daddy got crippled up o'er time With arthritis in his back Ever time he had to move His joints would creak and crack
Had a chance to hang up his hat On account disability But he couldn't stand not ridin' And wounding his virility
My Daddy worked on the rails 'Til his dyin' day runnin' trains It's had a strange effect on me Life of a rail man in his veins
I ain't never worked the railroad But it's part of me just like him All my love's have been rail men All have ended up really dim
'Member hearin' 'bout Daddy Found dead in the engineer's seat They was stopped for a crew change Then his life was full complete
My Daddy worked on the rails His heart give out that sad day I'm all alone, without a man... I might end up the same way
We at Big And Tall Records seldom make two consecutive releases by an artist. We like to have variety in our releases, and usually put some space between artist's recordings, but after we listened to this song by Betty Miranga, it seemed like a good idea. It is different for a Christmas song as it addresses one persons sadness at Christmas time. Seasonal depression is a real thing for many people. Attribute it to loneliness, sadness at loved ones who are gone, disappointment that the holiday doesn't meet expectations, or just a souring of the mood by so much commercialism, it can happen. We can intellectually know that the season is what you make of it, but emotionally it can be hard to overcome the feelings of sadness and disappointment.
According to her lyrics, she was able to rationally come to terms with her feelings and change her feelings to ones of happiness. Might sound easy to do, but we know it surely isn't. Betty must be a very strong willed person to overcome seasonal depression by herself, and kudos to her for that. But there are some folks who can't do it alone. A trusting friend to talk to can help, but for others professional help may be needed. And that's not something to be ashamed of. Depression is a mental illness, and like any other illness a patient can't overcome by themselves, professional help is available. Even in this modern age, a stigma remains attached to getting help for mental health, which is regrettable. No one need suffer without trying to get help to get better.
It could be something more than the Christmas blues; it could be Seasonal Affective Disorder, known by the acronym SAD, which can be caused by the shortness of days in fall and winter. This can also happen in summer for the opposite reasons. That's a short explanation of something that is very real and more complicated, which can be treated as simply as using a sun lamp in the winter to make up for the lost sun time. Medications as well as physical exercise can also help. Check with your medical service provider for more information.
Snow is a flyin’ Christmas Eve I’m feelin’ good, givin’ thanks For all the blessin’s in my life Finally filled in all the blanks
Used to get down in the dumps At the holiday time of year Think ‘bout all the ones that are gone And who’d be next was my big fear
Ya know, it’s all ‘bout attitude Thinkin’ the worst makes ya blind To all the good that’s happenin’ To all happiness ya kin find
Used to get down in the dumps And grumble with the risin’ sun Play the role better than Scrooge Be bad ol’ Grinch to every one
Somethin’ happened few years ago Some call it an epiphany I seen the way that I was actin’ Was drivin’ folks away from me
Used to get down in the dumps Don’t know why it took so dang long To see the error of my ways And understand what I done wrong
Now I’m at a much better place Emotionally, shed the big load Christmas is now a happy time I come to terms, got out the road
Used to get down in the dumps There's ‘nough misery on the earth Without me addin’ to it all Now I know what it’s all worth
The artist with the high voice, Betty Miranga, sent us her Christmas season song, and it's a cute one about trying to remember the names of Santa's reindeer. By the sound of her voice, it's hard to believe she's got a 4-year old Grand daughter, at least according to the lyrics! Betty still plays country music venues, stays really busy so we were surprised to see a song recording by her. But we hope she keeps them coming. She's got a unique voice perfectly suited to the style of music she sings.
I love Christmas time of the year With the Christmas trees and the gear But there’s one thing that I can’t do Remember the names of them reindeer!
Now let me see, the one in front That’s got the red whiskey nose Couldn’t play no reindeer games What’s his name, do ya suppose?
Was it Andy, or was it Burt? Was it Sammy, or was it Curt? Somethin’ like Randolph, I declare! Must be Adolph, I’ll bet my shirt!
So old Adolph with nose so bright Guides the sleigh thru the foggy night It must have been a wondrous sight Guided by a whiskey nose light!
Yeah man! That's fer shore his name!
As far as the other ones go I think I done got them figgered Here goes, I’m a gonna name them My memory just got triggered!
Adolph leads all of the herd Basher runnin' up his rear Lancer he's a pretty one He’s got Cornet bitin’ his ear! Blitzer an onry ol’ cuss Flasher wantin’ to show his stuff Dunder and Stupid go too slow So the last one is Vixer!
Naw, that ain't right!...
I love Christmas time of the year With the Christmas trees and the gear But there’s one thing that I can’t do Remember the names of them reindeer!
No I just can’t! No matter how I try! It's embarrasin'! My 4 year old Grand daughter Can name them all! Dang!
Let me try it again...
Adolph leads all of the herd Basher runnin' up his rear Lancer he's a pretty one He’s got Cornet bitin’ his ear! Blitzer an onry ol’ cuss Flasher wantin’ to show his stuff Dunder and Stupid go too slow So the last one is Vixer!
We welcome a new artist,Betty Miranga, a female vocalist that sings primarily country and blues, As of yet, we don't know much about her as the recording came to us sooner than any info about her from our associate that recommended her. We did get a photo of her that our resident graphic artist rendered to the cover used for the recording. After listening to her we thought she must be a younger singer, as she sings in such a pure and clean high register. Now she's not an old timer by a long time, but it's a cinch after seeing her she's been around a few years. We did find out she won a singing contest in her hometown area about 20 years ago, and has been singing ever since. She usually plays gigs with other artists, and seldom plays in bars. Our associate says she emits sophistication, even as she sings about a train whistle reminding her of her lost love, in country style tradition. So we welcome her, and hope she does up some more material in her laid back country sophistication style. Her voice is unique!
We was happy, least for a while Had lovin’ like I never had One day he left me all alone God lawd, I sure do feel bad
Ever time I hear that whistle Number 45 crossing close I think how he ain’t comin’ back That man that I sure love the most
Johnny worked Number 45 The engine bound for the coal mine Was fair of hair, handsome of face He’s gone, all I do is pine
Ever time I hear that whistle Number 45 crossing close I think how he ain’t comin’ back That man that I sure love the most
Friends say some rail men do that Strike up a new love now and then Get a wild hair and change their crew
Ever time I hear that whistle Number 45 crossing close I think how he ain’t comin’ back That man that I sure love the most
Don’t know if I’ll again Johnny spoilt me for other men Got the grand feelin’ ever time Make me shout and holler AMEN!
Ever time I hear that whistle Number 45 crossing close I think how he ain’t comin’ back That man that I sure love the most